| I got a job |
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| 02:44pm 14/03/2006 |
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I got a job as a cashier for Roche Bros. But I have to be a service clerk for a couple of weeks before I get trained as a cashier. My feet are killing me, but at least I'm getting money. |
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| One of my favorite pictures |
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| 10:55am 04/03/2006 |
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mood:  energetic
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I feel like sharing one of my favorite pictures. It's of me and my friends Nicky and Tim when we went to Provincetown last summer.
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| Went to the drag show |
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| 07:40am 03/03/2006 |
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mood:  excited
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Well, last night I went to the drag show I posted about earlier. It was da bomb. I mean it, it was really awesome. It was the most fun I had all year. I'll post some pictures later. |
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| My life is so gay and I'm not talking about Queer Eye |
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| 04:52pm 26/02/2006 |
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mood:  chipper
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I was talking to an exboyfriend of mine from back when I was in the closet and I realized my life has changed so much. For example, take Friday. I went to visit my friend Tim, who's completely gay. I brought my friend Carlos, who's bi and has slept with Tim in the past during a dinner party I threw over the summer. Tim, Carlos, and I, along with Britney, who's bi, Nicky, who's bi, and her boyfriend Mike, who's straight, all went bowling. It was fun. Although Tim did kiss Carlos on the mouth in the middle of game 2, but nothing really happened. I mean, what can happen in a bowling alley?
After bowling, we went to visit Tim's friend Mike, who's bi. Mike is engaged to Jen, who's also bi. Living with them is Melissa, Mike's exfiance who is also bi. When we got there, Matt and Marie, who both are also bi, were visiting. Matt, Marie, and Britney left after about half an hour. Then we all played spin the bottle. Everyone was kissing everyone else, male, female, gay, straight, bi, it didn't matter. The high point of that game for me was when I got tongue from Nicky.
After spin the bottle, Mike and Nicky left. Jen was sleeping upstairs. To make a long story short, Mike, Tim and Carlos almost had a threesome, except for a rather embarresing incident which I will leave out of here in order to give Mike some dignity.
Oh, on Thursday we're all going to a drag show. |
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| Update on me |
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| 07:50am 26/01/2006 |
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mood:  good
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Well, a lot has happened to me since I last updated this journal. I was in the hospital for severe depression. I dropped out of school. I smoked pot for the first (and so far only) time. I saw Brokeback Mountain twice. I got a couple of bettas. I discovered the joys of underwire bras. I got my hair cut. And I joined a program to help me recover. That's all that I can think of now. |
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| We won! |
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| 06:49pm 02/10/2005 |
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mood:  excited
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The Red Sox won! We're going to the post season! |
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| Trying to be positive |
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| 06:12pm 26/09/2005 |
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mood:  sick
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I'm trying to be positive, but it's getting hard. On Saturday I totaled my car. Today I'm sick. I think what sums it up best is a text message I sent a friend that said "Am sick. Life sucks". But I'm trying to be positive. I mean, I could've died in the car crash, but I walked away with just some minor abrasion wounds from the airbag. Thank god for seatbelts and airbags. |
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| Made-up STDs |
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| 03:00pm 11/09/2005 |
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mood:  confused
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My social life is really complicated. My friend Carlos, from high school, slept with my friend Tim, from college, and now Carlos thinks that Tim gave him something. But wait, it gets better. Carlos went in and got tested and came out negative for everything, but is still convinced Tim gave him something. I guess he thinks the tests lie or something. And this is all my fault because I introduced the two. |
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| College Rocks! |
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| 10:21am 09/09/2005 |
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mood:  relaxed
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I've decided that college rocks! I know, I probably should've come to that conclusion last year when I started college, but last year I was depressed, had no friends, and was upset over little things, like the need to wear flip-flops in the shower. Now I have nothing against either flip-flops or showers. I take a shower every day. And flip-flops are very nice fashion accesories. It was just weird not being barefoot in the shower.
But this year is different; this year I have friends. Friends make all the difference in the world. |
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| School |
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| 06:40pm 22/08/2005 |
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mood:  discontent
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Well, school starts next week and I'm not really looking forward to it. I like living in my nice big house as opposed to a tiny dorm. I like not having homework. I like being able to see my friends whenever I want without classes getting in the way. I like being able to sleep until noon. I like being able to sleep without having to block out the noise from next door. I like not having to get dressed for breakfast. I like not having to wear flip-flops in the shower. I like being able to take road trips in the middle of the week (last week I went to Provincetown). I like not having to walk a quarter of a mile to get to my car. I like having free access to a washing machine and dryer. I like that the washing machine and dryer aren't crappy. I like my family. I like getting access to Bravo, and therefore, QE. |
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| I went on vacation! |
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| 06:08pm 13/08/2005 |
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mood:  chipper
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Well, I went to Maine on vacation and had a great time! I went with my grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. Unfortunately, I twisted both my ankles multiple times mountain-climbing. I also threw out my back kayaking. I think my problem is that I'm not really all that athletic so my body wasn't expecting all that physical activity. |
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| I'm kinda depressed |
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| 05:22pm 08/07/2005 |
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mood:  depressed
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Well, I managed to solve my friends' problems. Now I need to solve my own. I'm overweight and my diet isn't going very well. I need a job. And I need my mother to stop being hypocritical. Like last night, I was with my friend Carlos and we wanted to have shots of vodka. So I call my mom to tell her I'm spending the night since I don't want to drink and drive. Anyways, my mom gets all pissed off because I'm only twenty and under age. This is where my mom turns into a hypocrite. My mom has said millions of times that she thinks it's stupid that the drinking age is 21 because you can do everything else at 18 so why not drink? Anyway, my mom had the gall to inform me that I can't drink because I'm underage. I'm twenty years old for Pete's sake! Yes, I know legally I still have one more year, but I think I'm old enough to make that kind of decision for myself. Anyway, it's not like I had that much to drink; I only had two shots of vodka. And it was 80 proof vodka, not 100 proof. |
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| I'm feeling overwhelmed |
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| 10:22pm 03/07/2005 |
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mood:  confused
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I feel overwhelmed and caught in the middle. Basically, my friend Tim thinks my friend Carlos is hot. But Tim is also interested in someone else. But Carlos doesn't know that. Meanwhile, my friend Nikki is wants to meet Carlos. I miss the old days before I had friends. |
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| What Gender Is Your Brain |
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| 04:58pm 29/06/2005 |
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Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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| THE PERFECT MAN |
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| 06:52pm 27/06/2005 |
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Today I went and saw The Perfect Man. Carson was wonderful. Other than Carson, I hated it. Don't get me wrong, I expected to hate it. I don't like teenie bopper chick flicks. But I didn't expect to hate it as much as I did. I was bored almost literally to tears. I'm not going to say it wasn't worth the $7.00 I paid to get in; I would pay twice that to see Carson. I'm not going to say it was a waste of my time since Carson was in it. It was, however, very boring and not recommended if you want to keep all your brain cells. |
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| It's my birthday! |
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| 12:00am 23/06/2005 |
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Well, it's official. June 23, 2005 is here. That makes me 20 years old. |
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| I am a Jew |
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| 12:36pm 21/06/2005 |
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Sure, I was raised as a Jew and my blood is 100% Ashkenazi Jew, but after taking a quiz online it confirmed that my beliefs are Jewish. Here are the results:
 | You scored as Judaism. Your views are closest to those of Judaism. If you are not a Jew, do more research on Judaism and possibly consider becoming one; however, realize that conversion to Judaism is difficult.
Judaism was the first of the Abrahamic faiths; it precedes both Christianity and Islam.
Judaism | | 71% | Islam | | 67% | agnosticism | | 67% | Satanism | | 54% | Buddhism | | 54% | Paganism | | 50% | atheism | | 50% | Christianity | | 29% | Hinduism | | 29% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com |
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| I updated my user info |
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| 10:04pm 19/06/2005 |
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mood:  sick
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Well, I updated my user info since I'm going to be 20 on the 23rd, I didn't think it would be appropriate for my user info to say I'm nineteen. And yes, I really am going to finish my Thom/Jai saga. I actually pulled it out today and wrote about a paragraph. I know, not much, but seeing as how I haven't worked on it at all in months, I see it as progress, especially since I'm currently sick. |
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| Bad Day |
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| 04:02pm 09/05/2005 |
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mood:  sad
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Today I'm having a really bad day. I don't know why it's bad since nothing has actually gone wrong, but I really feel like I hate my life. |
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| Update on the story |
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| 10:22pm 31/01/2005 |
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mood:  cranky
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Yes, I'm still writing my saga. I just don't have enough time to actually write! |
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